Thursday, February 11, 2010

!!!!!! My Life !!!!!!

10th grade

As I sat there in Physics class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Two Months Later
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Six Months Later
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and back, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her Degree. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

!!!!!!!!!!!! MOTHER !!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm simple and straight forward .I learned a lot from my life.........so don't believes in any one. I give first & last preference to only my family members and especially my mom.......MY MoM IS MY IDEAL.
She always encourage me.
She is always with me in my good or bad moments
I Love My MOM
*******Mother*********
When you were 1 year old,she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old,she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3,she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4,she gave you some crayons
You thanked her by colouring the dining room table
When you were 5,she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming,"I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 6,she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 7,she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest.
When you were 8,she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window
When you were 9,she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10,she drove you all day,from soccer to Gymnastic to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11,she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12,she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13,she suggested a haircut.
You thanked by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14,she came home from work,looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 15,she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 16,she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17,she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18,she cried at your school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19,she paid for your college tution,drove you to campus,carried your bags.
You thanked by saying good-bye outside the door so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20,she asked whether you were seeing any one.
You thanked by saying "It’s none of your business".
When you were 21,she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying "I don't want to be like you".
When you were 22, she hugged at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could arrange for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23,she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24,she met your fiancé and asked your plans for the future.
You thanked by glaring and growling,"Muuhh-ther, please!".
When you were 25,she helped to pay for your wedding,and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30,she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by teller her,"Things are different now."
When you were 40,she called you to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying that you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50,she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then,one day,she quietly died.And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART
IF SHE'S STILL AROUND,NEVER FORGET TO LOVE HER MORE THAN EVER.
AND IF SHE'S NOT,REMEMBER HER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND PASS IT ON??
ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR MOTHER,BECAUSE YOU HAVE
ONLY ONE MOTHER IN YOUR LIFETIME.
Even the father deserves the love as both of them make your life.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

!!!!! There is a Great Value in Disaster, B'coz you can Start ALL OVER AGAIN !!!!!